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    July 05

    好久好久沒看到過這裡了

          這段時間我不知道我會這樣,想起來就感覺到傷心,一個人來來去去,匆匆走過一個地方有一個地方,最後還是囘到了這裡
    以前我可以放下我所有的一切,包括家族内繼承問題的一切,我不想爭,該是誰的,就是誰的,我只想看看我自己的能力,到底我有沒把握這一切的能力
    但是我始終還是失敗,一次又一次的打擊,我快站不起來,只能趴著前進,到底哪個是我?
           我不明白了,到底我忘掉了什麽,我討厭什麽?我該記得什麽?每當我拿出我的決策時,總是在懷疑自己,拿出方案時,都沒人佔同我,還是自己家族人,
    我看到底是不是我能力不行了?江郎才盡?
          我認輸嗎?他們在爭奪,我真的不想,很不想,自己親兄弟這樣對我?借機會趕我出家門?我就走了,我什麽都不要了,都給你們好了,一切是我的,但是都給你們
    我把辭呈交給爸爸,我走了!
           在外我自己做就是了!你們是希望我消失就是了!不顧親情我沒辦法!現實的人生我看透了!
    我帶著爺爺走,陪爺爺走完他最後的人生! 但是遺囑爺爺會寫誰的呢?我叫爺爺都寫給你們,都給你們!我什麽都不要!只要讓爺爺開心就行了!
            拜拜,現實的人生,我該很殘酷的對待你!我不會爬著!
     

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